Well. That didn't work. But I'm going to keep trying. This is for me. I have to want to do this.
So instead of fighting it, I have to just dive in deeper and find my gumption. I did start out strong (I'll show you below). Initially I was motivated, and then I hit fatigue, day job interference, etc. -- then I found myself making excuses.
That's a no go. I'll tell you more after I post my results for the last week:
|3/30/2015||YA||9:41 AM||10:06 AM||550||Desk/Computer||Office|
|12:05 PM||12:30 PM||516||desk/computer|
|No planning :(||16:15||16:40||388||Desk/computer||Office|
I realized I haven't done enough planning before I sat down. I also realize the later I write, the less likely I will. You notice there are two days missing.
What happened to me? I'm finding I'm still procrastinating -- especially if I haven't planned enough. These are behaviors I have to watch. Sure, I had doctor appointments and day job--but I had enough time to write--but I found other reasons why. THIS is good to know. Now I can address ti.
This week, I'm going to try and make it the WHOLE week. It's a quest.
Anther thing, trying to silence the internal editor--geez, an annoying thing--I can revise LATER. LATER. That is my mantra. My goal. But those soft words "This sucks, fix this, you can do better..." Yes I can.
How is your writing going?